In recent days, I have realized clearly that a lonely life without a woman in my nearly 30 years old seems to be unbearable. As far as I concerned, something that likes enjoyment, entertainment, freedom and carefree paces had never had, since I ended my college life 4 years ago. Actually, it’s impossible for me to study hard or make a long journey to work with enthusiasm, though I don’t deny I still have much more potential unexploited. As times go by, ironically, a change I am reluctant to see take place, what’s more, I become lazier and lazier, so many life targets are being away from me in full speed further and further.
  Nowadays, I have no alternative but start to advise myself: “More haste, less speed.” Stop disappointing and wandering in a snap, work harder a bit everyday instead.
Mar. 28, 2002 written by ShangGuan.

哈哈，在下英盲